Tag Archives: divorce

September 16, 2011
13:20
by: Steve

What Steve (No Longer) Thinks About

    This will be my final blog entry. I’ve found out that my ex-wife and mother are reading this. This website was a place for me to put my thoughts. It’s no longer safe anymore. So long, and thanks … Continue reading →

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August 30, 2011
08:14
by: Steve

So that’s why!

Just woke up from a dream where Jennifer and I were in a grocery store buying stuff. We both had a craving for some chocolate so we went to the candy bar aisle and started opening packages and stuffing our … Continue reading →

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May 10, 2011
16:55
by: Steve

I don’t know why I try anymore. I really don’t. Everything I know turns to shit. Married a woman. Thought I was happy. Had the house, the cars, the dog and cat. OVER. Divorced. She’s pregnant from another man before … Continue reading →

April 5, 2011
12:58
by: Steve

Introspection

I’ve been thinking a lot about my life. What have I contributed to the world? Have I made a difference? What does my future hold? I’ved come to some stark realizations. I haven’t contributed anything. Sure, I’ve survived.. but what … Continue reading →

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July 1, 2008
11:05
by: Steve

Is Nothing Sacred Anymore?

Meat Loaf Is Nothing Sacred If a love as strong as ours Couldn’t make it all the way, Can anything make sense at all? … If we can say good-bye Is nothing sacred anymore? Continue reading →

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June 15, 2008
21:33
by: Steve

Cryptic (soon to be ex-)wife

She was just about to pull off for gas and to pee (doing the smart “don’t stop unless you do more than one thing” rule). … But it still seems like a slap in the face that she is doing so before the ink is even on the page, let alone dry. Continue reading →

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May 31, 2008
16:06
by: Steve

I’ve changed my mind

I’ve come to the point where I’ve decided that even if Jennifer decided she wanted to reconcile, I no longer want that. … So, the long and short of it is that I might not like this situation, but I’m just going to have to accept it and move forward. Continue reading →

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May 26, 2008
01:49
by: Steve

Jenn’s Letter

Anyway, I’m rambling (that’s what I do) but I know things are going to be weird this morning and I felt like I wanted to say some things but I know I won’t be able to make my mouth form the words.

…I wish there was a way to do this that is painless for both of us, but there is not. Continue reading →

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May 18, 2008
23:18
by: Steve

Am I weak?

My parents have spent a couple hundred dollars to come get me, rescue me, and bring me and my stuff into their home. Would it be a slap in the face if I went running back to Jenn if she called? Continue reading →

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May 18, 2008
22:42
by: Steve

Sleeping alone

Even when Jennifer and I were planning this seperation, even with me sleeping in the other room, she was still kinda there. … I know we are getting a divorce, but she’s been a part of my life for 14 years, and now she’s gone all of a sudden. Continue reading →

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