I reaaaaalllly wanna act out right now. I’ve been sexually sober for 28 days now. I’ve been very proud of myself, this is the longest I’ve ever gone with honesty.

Maybe I’m afraid to hit that 1 month mark. Maybe I’m afraid that it will signal that my life has to change, that patterns have to be broken. That I have to sacrifice what has been a comfortable blanket for me. I’ve been masturbating at least twice a week since I’ve been 13.

It’s been 28 days. My dick itches, my scrotum aches. My skin crawls.

Damn it! I thought I was done with these fucking withdrawal symptoms. =(

Or, maybe I’m just plain old horny. =/