Today was a pretty uneventful day. Went to work & put up with people who feel like the sun shines out their asses. At least, they seem to act that way.

Spoke with Elena today. Said I was sorry if I made her uncomfortable during the movie. She said I didn’t, which made me happy. I just hope she meant it, and wasn’t just being polite.

Why is it that every time I think about her, my heart goes flippy-flop and I get this tightness in my chest? Am I in love? Can I even be in love with her yet? She and I aren’t really dating, but I sure would love to.

She’s just so intelligent and caring. She accepts me and likes me for me. Coming from my background, is it any wonder I’m falling for her?

Yeah, I think I’m in trouble here, but it’s the most pleasurable trouble I think I’ve been in for a long time. A very long time.

-S