I’ve come to the point where I’ve decided that even if Jennifer decided she wanted to reconcile, I no longer want that. I’m not mad at her, but I need to close this door and put a fence around my heart. She rang this bell, and no matter what happens in the future there is no way to un-ring it.

So, the long and short of it is that I might not like this situation, but I’m just going to have to accept it and move forward.